opps.. really long since i last blogged... hmm... christmas is just over and this year's christmas was quite an unusual one for me, cos i literally spent the whole day sleeping!! haha i slept then i wake up to take my meals and medicine then go back to sleep!! haha super unhealthy right? think i wouldn't have got up to eat if i need not take my medicine, probably sleep all the way!! haha... thank God the running nose and fever are almost gone, but i still can't get back my voice!! argh!! wondering if i should go down for tuition tmr morning... tmr is payday!! if don't go less money then less money for church building fund... haiz..
i realise i'm rather in a state of confusion when my leader is not available... haha cos sengkim went for surgery and his dad confined him at home for two weeks... even though he told us eng how will be leading us during this period, i haven't heard anything from eng how and it feels quite lost haha... really hope to see that the caregroup can still stay together during this period...
it was rather disappointing that we didn't really have visitors for the christmas service... and i went down for the service despite my fever because i really really hope that my friends would come down eventually and really don't want them to be forfeited the chance of hearing God's word because i wasn't at the service... guess i'll need to continue being faithful in making a difference in these people's lives...
my brain feels rather dead now... i just don't feel like thinking, don't feel like doing anything that is fruitful... it becomes so hard to give thanks and to love God more and more... God please heal me of my sickness...
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