woohoo.. long long nvr blog, but wells time has been eventful.. just ended the christmas week past few weeks really busy, preparing for the christmas season, really did lots though no converts for myself,time had been fruitful i learned new things and i believe with all my heart that God is preparing me for greater works of His! Matthew 19:26 i want to do the impossible with God!

want to share about our campus outreach,even though my group(me and sengkim) weren't very fruitful, i believe we persevered and trusted God with it. the first day i was really really tired and people weren't receptive so when we know that it will be the last group we share to, we prayed and i gave myself a last push, whether they are receptive is up to God. after sharing again, the people were not very receptive. at first was not upset about it cos i know only God can complete this work, not me but SK told me that there was a part i had not expressed myself properly and made unfriendly statement.really did not realise it and i was greatly discouraged cos it was really a last push of my physical self and yet i ruined it to a certain extent. then i went back with a drained spirit and body. however ,thank God i opened this problem up to jeekai, my brother and also other believers and they reminded me to trust in God, He has a plan for the non-believers too and whatever i done has an impact but the most important is still God and God is perfect His ways are always perfect!

the event made me realise i ain't commiting the evangelistic work enough to God, i'm still relying on my own strength sometimes, i tend to rush things done and forgot to take a step back and listen to God.

i really hope that God will continue to reveal Himself in my life and allow me to follow closely in His steps i really don't want to fall away. i'll be walking into destruction if i do so.

belated merry CHRISTmas, every1!!

testimony!

today went to meet professor regarding the change programme issue. decided to meet him cos i still ain't too sure about the decision so wanted to seek his advice and also remember preciously i consulted him he told me i can look for him again after the exams and he can help in the procedure of switching course. However, the meeting itself wasn't very good. i could not see his concern in the matter anymore, he simply told me that i should do something that i will enjoy. Basically the consultation was quite unfruitful. after that i just asked some random question related to change course matters den just end off. did not really help in my decision and i was pretty disappointed. but i did felt as i was consulting the prof this promting that i will change course. i have no reason for making this decision at all. actually i was quite unfaithful to this prompting and it just did not come to me that that may be God's prompting. but really really thank God that i met yenling when i went to take 179 to go boonlay and change a bus to get home.then she asked me why i'm in school so i shared to her about my issue. den she encouraged me to pray consistently and patiently knowing God is working in a way that we as human cannot understand (fully). and she shared about her own testimony during her final exams when she got hospitalised and God healing her almost immediately after she realise what God wants to do in her. at that point i prayed for myself to also consistently pray to Him even though i'm already very sian about praying and not hearing Him giving an answer.
and immediately after i get home i just know i'm going to submit the change course application and when i type the reason, everything just came clearly ,my difficulties in physics and my interests in the SCI programme. previously every time i think of my reason to change course ,i end up being in a dilemma on whether to change course or not but this time it was clearly i 'm sure i want the change. so i really thank God for Him intervening in the matter and He really used this to test my faith and patient in believing He is control and He had greater plans for me that i do not fully understand.

EVANGELISE!!

just really inspired by the teaching just now by timothy on evangelism. The teaching was basically some tips on sharing the gospel and reminding of God's calling for ALL christians to evangelise and share the good news. his teaching was really personal and very sincere,which is something needed in a sharing of the gospel to a pre-believer.
Just to share about my christmas season objectives firstly to re-ignite my passion in wanting to disciple God's people. Second to be a channel of love and blessing to brother&sisters as well as non-believers. Third to dedicate all that i have to be use by God for the advancement of His Kingdom.
wells today while worshipping i just felt God speaking closely to me to be a discipler of His flock, He reminded me that He has call every1 to disciple others ,do not need to await His calling before i disciple people.but we do need to grow in understanding ourselves so that we may be sure that we are leading people towards Christ rather than away from Him. and very glad that i'm carrying out my third objective. my caregroup wants to hold a Christmas party so that we may use the event to know each other's sowees and help them cross the line of faith. den we need a venue and preferably some1's house and just nice daddy mummy going m'sia 21to 27 so we can hold the party in my house! and ytd sengkim sorta forced me to invite yeesam to my house to cook something haha den use my house again and my skills in cooking?! yups thk God!