woohoo.. long long nvr blog, but wells time has been eventful.. just ended the christmas week past few weeks really busy, preparing for the christmas season, really did lots though no converts for myself,time had been fruitful i learned new things and i believe with all my heart that God is preparing me for greater works of His! Matthew 19:26 i want to do the impossible with God!
want to share about our campus outreach,even though my group(me and sengkim) weren't very fruitful, i believe we persevered and trusted God with it. the first day i was really really tired and people weren't receptive so when we know that it will be the last group we share to, we prayed and i gave myself a last push, whether they are receptive is up to God. after sharing again, the people were not very receptive. at first was not upset about it cos i know only God can complete this work, not me but SK told me that there was a part i had not expressed myself properly and made unfriendly statement.really did not realise it and i was greatly discouraged cos it was really a last push of my physical self and yet i ruined it to a certain extent. then i went back with a drained spirit and body. however ,thank God i opened this problem up to jeekai, my brother and also other believers and they reminded me to trust in God, He has a plan for the non-believers too and whatever i done has an impact but the most important is still God and God is perfect His ways are always perfect!
the event made me realise i ain't commiting the evangelistic work enough to God, i'm still relying on my own strength sometimes, i tend to rush things done and forgot to take a step back and listen to God.
i really hope that God will continue to reveal Himself in my life and allow me to follow closely in His steps i really don't want to fall away. i'll be walking into destruction if i do so.
belated merry CHRISTmas, every1!!
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