Wednesday, December 10, 2008

testimony!

today went to meet professor regarding the change programme issue. decided to meet him cos i still ain't too sure about the decision so wanted to seek his advice and also remember preciously i consulted him he told me i can look for him again after the exams and he can help in the procedure of switching course. However, the meeting itself wasn't very good. i could not see his concern in the matter anymore, he simply told me that i should do something that i will enjoy. Basically the consultation was quite unfruitful. after that i just asked some random question related to change course matters den just end off. did not really help in my decision and i was pretty disappointed. but i did felt as i was consulting the prof this promting that i will change course. i have no reason for making this decision at all. actually i was quite unfaithful to this prompting and it just did not come to me that that may be God's prompting. but really really thank God that i met yenling when i went to take 179 to go boonlay and change a bus to get home.then she asked me why i'm in school so i shared to her about my issue. den she encouraged me to pray consistently and patiently knowing God is working in a way that we as human cannot understand (fully). and she shared about her own testimony during her final exams when she got hospitalised and God healing her almost immediately after she realise what God wants to do in her. at that point i prayed for myself to also consistently pray to Him even though i'm already very sian about praying and not hearing Him giving an answer.
and immediately after i get home i just know i'm going to submit the change course application and when i type the reason, everything just came clearly ,my difficulties in physics and my interests in the SCI programme. previously every time i think of my reason to change course ,i end up being in a dilemma on whether to change course or not but this time it was clearly i 'm sure i want the change. so i really thank God for Him intervening in the matter and He really used this to test my faith and patient in believing He is control and He had greater plans for me that i do not fully understand.

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