Friday, December 04, 2009

My slippers broke on my way to school =(

the broken slipper...

my slippers broke immediately after i reach the bus interchange to take my bus... was rather sad and angry cos its such a far walk back to home and the wouldn't be anyone to help if i were to take the bus and head over to boon lay =( stood there and thought for some time before proceeding to try to drag back home with the broken slipper... on the way i just kept thinking... why didn't it broke just when i came out of house? why didn't break only when i reached school... i just keep thinking that it broke at the worse timing =( but it put me to realise also i'm very reliant on people to help me... i just don't want to solve the problem myself... it applies to almost all things..and i make use of the excuse that i'm consulting Godly counsel, but i think i might have overdone it and it became shurking my responsibility to solve my own problems and by doing so i forfeit myself of listening to the holy spirit as well... guess i need to do something about it... i see the problem now, but i don't really have a desire to change it cos i just don't like the idea of having to face my problems myself all the time =( but i hope God can change me, once again, help me to become more independent... God if this is according to your ways, please change my heart.

4 comments:

Miss Lim (: said...

amazing how a pair of slippers could give u so much tots! =)

jiayou sista! =)

Chicky Chingster said...
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Chicky Chingster said...

btw why do you have to face any problem yourself? I think God gives various ppl in our lives so we need not face it alone (or with Him only).. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

on another note.. I finally cracked what your blog title means..
drEAM tHE unliMitEd.. aiyo you still secondary school ah?. type like this, upside down one..

xl40w3l said...

hmm well, what i meant was that even though God place people in our lives, we shouldn't take it for granted and always expected someone else to help you, in that case you are being reliant on people but our God is a God who provides us with all needs thus we need not be reliant on anyone but Him... this is what i mean... even as we tap on the people around us for help, sometimes we can inquire from God wisdom and understanding and be able to help ourselves =) that is when man fails while God endures forever =)

lol.. my blog created in secondary school ma, i never change, don't really enjoy changes...