A whole new year!

woots!! it's the first day of 2010!! haha glad that 2009 had been a fruitful one =) though there were things that were difficult to go through, tough times, there were really enjoyable times as well and i really saw how God had changed me this year =) yup, i did my reflections a few days ago, but it wasn't completed and i only saved it in my laptop which i left in sengkim's place (forgetful me in action!! haha) anyway even if i had my laptop with me i would probably not have completed the reflections as well, cos i had a really horrible headache after visiting sk at his place on tuesday night... it was like the whole left side of my face was in pain and i was really scared, really don't know what is going to happen to me... i can't sleep and can't do anything and it's like in the middle of the night and i can't go see a doctor... thankfully, my shepherd, gracia and my brother prayed for me and after sometime i finally manage to fall asleep after taking panadol... the next day (which is ytd) it was better but head still hurting so decided to still join the unit for at least dinner, before they go for countdown for the new year.. however the pain became so bad while i was on the bus and i felt like fainting so i decided to turn back home... and went to see the doctor after that.. he didn't really find out what's the cause of the headache, just gave me painkiller and a stronger medicine to cure my blocked/running nose which didn't recover for really long, asked me to relax and rest more... buden i evaluate whether stress or lack of rest could be the reason and i really don't think so, cos i have been sleeping really alot after the fever i had a week ago and it's the holiday, i'm not that stressed... really no idea what's wrong with my body and i'm very afraid that the pain i experienced will come back again, cos its really bad and there seems nothing i can do, except pray for it to go away...

think i go take some rest now, later my relatives coming to my place... oh yar, got back my results two days ago, God did an amazing thing beyond the results =) will share again about my results and 2009 reflections and new year resolutions...