Tuesday, November 25, 2008

exams OVER OVER OVER!!woohoo~!
though blog one day late but i'm still as high !!haha great manz!! relieve feeling and just so glad that i walked so closely with God during this period.
ytd's physics paper was pretty easy compared to the past year papers so is not as difficult as expected. so am quite confident of passing but will be quite curious about my grade since i S/U it. haha
anw dunno my GPA how la..need it to help me change lei.. yupps confirmed on changing course alr. however ,the online application not open lei, emailed person in charge ,so waiting for reply.. will be putting communication studies as first choice and second choice sociology.
haiz there's still this fear that i'll struggle alot in the new course and dunno wad will happen.so i really still wana seek God in this, just as during the exams ,i want Him to be close to me.

just came back from running at the src. haha ran alone, so kinda did some reflecting in the shower!!haha, den i realised something to thank God about!!Praise Him, for He is good all the time,even when we do not notice, He is GOOD!!yeaps. i just remembered that many other people will discuss papers with their friends before and after the exam and then they get so worried about their revision or cos they realise there are so many mistakes ,so i actually wana thank God that i do not know much people in the physics cohort such that they will come and stress me, moreover there are so many scholars they sure study very hard and do very well den i will realise how weak i am in the subject and start panic and lose focus in God. cos all the while i felt quite bad that i do not know the physics people cos God's will for us is to spread the gospel to all and not be selective in the people we share,and if i do not initiate a friendship with them i wouldn't be able to share the goodness of God or make my life a life testimony of God's love and strength. Yet,God refreshes me and served my need, He knew how i would have felt and protected me. However let this be a gentle reminder to myself to always trust in the Lord, even in such situation i shall still not waver.yes Lord continue to hold on to me, cos i am weak, i might lose the grip.

thank you GOD =)

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