ahhh....so long never post le!!...really busy with work...but okay la still can take it :)) started the great eastern job...yup den working with the people my brother worked with...hahaha all of them keep saying i look like kor!!anyways the job is really super boring..everyday sit there register claim form den just started typing rejection letters...but okay as in it not physically demanding lo so just sian..haha thats why even though this week everyday go out after work i still not like gonna die!!haha
but hor i continue after kor's work one week after he stop working and no one's been touching the things he did,and now i'm supposed catch up!!oHH..but they still rush me nicely la,mayb cos i still new....but anyways i'll work hard!just do my best ,yea!
oh my gosh !oh my gosh!u must know this...this contact ,jillian i've been working on...she came service last saturday!!and she converted!!yay man!! i was like SUPER happy!God moved for me!that's like finally!! this is like my last lap for sajc le ,cos transferring beginning of april...so its really like at least i did something for sa after being here for 6months......but truth is i'm really really sad i can't be jillian's shepherd and i still can't be a shepherd yet.... =( its really like finally i brought someone who converted but why?WHY?WHY? i can't be her shepherd? i alr received God calling for me to be a sherherd and i really do wanna become one...and i worked hard to find a sheep....sacrifices i made to pioneer staying up late to msg contact when i'm alr tired...really feels like cutting away 50% of whet i'm supposed to reap....oww... really feels terrible la..but then again i did transform her life simply by bringing her into a relationship with christ....of course i really do wana see her grow in christ..but but i'm transferring if i insist on being her shepherd i'l not be a good shepherd cos there are so much differences in us....so....hmm..guess i'll just keep i contact with her and encourage her in the walk with God ba...
really hopes she can grow and become strong in christ :))
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