haiz...again very long never post...ehhh really really busy now lei... everyday work 9 to 6 den three days have to teach tuition ,another day caregroup den the only day left meet shepherd or cl...actually i'm q afraid my parents would b angry with me co severyday never eat dinner at home....really scared one day they will say i can't go out anymore...den i wun be able to attend cg and stay after svc....urhh but i dun have a choice... anyways God is with me ,right ?he'l give me the strength to pull thru...

hey, jillian was really encouraging...she recognise i work so hard and feel bad that she didnt reply my msg and sort of gave me trouble...haha and she ask why i can't be her shepherd....i think this shows she's serious in coming to seek this wonderful God we all have in our lives!!yays! congrats limin!!u've got a good sheep :))

limin (shepherd-no-more) thks for sharing the dinner with me at the new pizza restaurant we discovered on tuesday!!haha.btw its not the first time we discover nice food tgr during shepherding u rmb??haha fist was the QQ noodle store at park mall..lol so cool we always have food discovery shepherding...will really miss such times when i have my new shepherd..hehe but i'm pretty sure Kat and i will have interesting shepherding too... :))heehee looking forward to it alr....
some pics at the pizza shop...



directory...searching for food!!


settled down at pizza shop with dearest shepherd...


Pizza Al Tanglio


nice decor!!


Pasta: Tom Yam Seafood
its fiery hot!!



Seafood Marinara
love tomatoes


Served with free fruit juice :))
and i had it with my favourite carrot juice!!


we were sitting at table beside this...


Smoked Salmon Pizza!!
its really nice!!must try!even though i was full, my shepherd wasn't...but i agreed to try the pizza at the PIZZA shop after all...haha


we finished everything....


including the suPPERB Salmon pizza!!

oh and farewell....think i didnt present myself well in farewell caregroup cos really kept crying....it just seems so sad that time that i had to leave to my mother cg and go to new environment and without my shepherd coming along....but well i'm really sure the new group is gonna grow me stronger..yeah and today we gonna have uni event..lol kor going too!haha..oww i'll see so much of him in future!..at home; in church; in unit event!!haha luckily i didn't go to tracy's group otherwise i'll be seeing him in caregroup as well....
hah..but ytd received cards and stuff and a beautiful sunflower from caregroup and the leaders!!really love them!!^^

yeah..

sweet gifts :))


i'm the SUN thats why the SUNflower is facing me!!


love sunflowers!!cos they are in my favourite colour!!heehee=)

ahhh....so long never post le!!...really busy with work...but okay la still can take it :)) started the great eastern job...yup den working with the people my brother worked with...hahaha all of them keep saying i look like kor!!anyways the job is really super boring..everyday sit there register claim form den just started typing rejection letters...but okay as in it not physically demanding lo so just sian..haha thats why even though this week everyday go out after work i still not like gonna die!!haha
but hor i continue after kor's work one week after he stop working and no one's been touching the things he did,and now i'm supposed catch up!!oHH..but they still rush me nicely la,mayb cos i still new....but anyways i'll work hard!just do my best ,yea!

oh my gosh !oh my gosh!u must know this...this contact ,jillian i've been working on...she came service last saturday!!and she converted!!yay man!! i was like SUPER happy!God moved for me!that's like finally!! this is like my last lap for sajc le ,cos transferring beginning of april...so its really like at least i did something for sa after being here for 6months......but truth is i'm really really sad i can't be jillian's shepherd and i still can't be a shepherd yet.... =( its really like finally i brought someone who converted but why?WHY?WHY? i can't be her shepherd? i alr received God calling for me to be a sherherd and i really do wanna become one...and i worked hard to find a sheep....sacrifices i made to pioneer staying up late to msg contact when i'm alr tired...really feels like cutting away 50% of whet i'm supposed to reap....oww... really feels terrible la..but then again i did transform her life simply by bringing her into a relationship with christ....of course i really do wana see her grow in christ..but but i'm transferring if i insist on being her shepherd i'l not be a good shepherd cos there are so much differences in us....so....hmm..guess i'll just keep i contact with her and encourage her in the walk with God ba...
really hopes she can grow and become strong in christ :))

wAHH...so busy this week,got no time to blog...today went for interview at great eastern and i got the job..starting work next monday.yup..uHH but i quite she bu de leave subway..lol cos there quite fun lei...i think i wana go back there work another time..but now i leave mayb they wun like me anymore T.T ....nvm la..anyhow lo it think,no choice who ask me need money so must go for higher pay... den kor can't find tuition job so just down went down to tutor eadric told the father whether he wana let kor take over them lo...den he say he discuss with his wife....see how lo..i will miss them!!haha today eadric damn funny lo...i teaching him the decimals ma den got tenths hundredth thousandth and so on ...den he go so excited about the tenTH, he kept saying tenTTTTHHHH*extra emphasis* den after that anyhow add the GREATLY emphasised TH to other words like fourteenTTTHHH....HAHAHAHAH..super funny lo..den he was really crazy la, he got this pimple on his hand den he kept scratching it den it started bleeding and he continues to scratch...so i quickly say:

dun scratch anymore!u see its bleeding!
*continues scratching EVEN MORE VIGOROUSLY* no its not!!
what??!see got blood ;still not bleeding??!!
nooo..its just red liquid from my flesh!!*laughs mischievously*
@.@

lol..this boy...den after that still can play with his blood!!can 't stand him la..lol
haha teach tuition quite fun lo...hehe esp. with funny kids!lol actually all my three students quite funny. in their own unique way..hehs :))

photoshop

hey, been exploring photoshop lately,cos i found this picture..and its so yellowish,the three pretty princesses (Y.E.S) look like huang lian po!!its all the hall's stupid lighting fault!!argh..!so i must make ourselves look like what we normally are!!lols...here's my first masterpiece...

before...

although yellow's my fav colour.....i dun like to look yellow..! =/

after....

3 hot babes!!
its the photo at the top!! nice??its so nice i must put it as title pic!!lol

heehee..but i still not pro,so can't really share how to use photoshop...but wad i do is change the colour selection ,clear blemishes....for unpro people like me ,after that use the smart blur to hide ur not very well done editing !! :))
hmm..sounds pretty easy but just a little warning but its pretty time consuming for dummies like me!!lol so better not try unless u've got lotsa time to spare like i do!!haha :D

stay pretty ,every1!! ^^

Subway first day training!!

hey..had q some fun today at subway!!haha..but pretty tiring actually....
hmm today spent whole day at kitchen.....didnt there's so much to do in the subway kitchen..had to prepare the meat ,veggie,bread and cookie!!that's q alot cos meat some have to tuna and teriyaki need to mix and some need to weigh and bacon need to roll...den veggie most need to wash and cut,....except for pickles and lettuce den onion still had to peel..!! n i bread is not just put tray and throw into oven...need to spray water, cut and most of them need topping,like honey oat,hearty and parmesan...but actualli i found the bread part most fun..haha..but i think i'm quite weak in that..lol den cookie is the easiest, just take from freezer put tray and off to the oven..haha
yays!den employee welfare:entitled to free flow of drinks and choice of any sandwich one per day!!haha had the tuna one today :))yum yum i LOVE free food!!lol
ohoh den i told the outlet manager that i got dental on thurs and he told me to take off..haha can rest ..lol me lazy!!

hey ytd little jamie came my hse!!yays!lol mayb i shold start calling her little imp...she is really cunning...to think she is only 5 years old ...i wouldn't even do this...
brought a 200piece cinderella puzzle....scatter everything,pick out all the parts with magical stars,keep them and

"xiao wei ah-yi(she's my niece so suppose to call me
aunt)!!so difficult i dunno
how to put...."

so i came over to help her fix.....
"aye that onegot magic stars i wan take...."(takes away and keep)
"eyy, u take away how i fix??"
(smiles schemingly)!!!
.......

haha understand?!dun think anyone will....she's trying to keep those parts so that i will fix the rest and leave those easy parts for her and she could say she was the one who completed the puzzle!!actualli similar such things happen pretty often so i'm q used to it,that's y i'm possibly the only one who could guess...but lol isn' t this really cunning for a 5year old little girl to do??
haha..wad a niece i have ...lol but haha still thinks she's really cute....
show u picture....


CUTEEEEEEEE....!!


with ugly me...(only cos wearing specs...otherwise always as pretty as a princess!!lol)


likes to make weird faces.....T.T




haha...zilian again...actualli no la just testing jamie father's new bought camera,...its 8 megapix!!!i'm so envious!!haha
*hints**hints*anybody feeling generous??haha joking only..lols

斗牛，要不要

oohh...i really miss 斗牛，要不要 !!apparently it got caught and taken away from the site!!but i still miss it...i wana watch!!!hebe and mike!!!!arhhhh!!

but then again its illegal to watch that's why got caught....okay la i alr watch so much for free le.....haha

Results are here!!!

okay fine..its the results.....i never knew i'd be this scared to receive my results..i alr start weeping before getting my results....actually dun have a lot of emotions controlling me ..just that i felt like crying and i couldnt control the tears...yea..

then saw my result slip...A B C ,gp C, econ E.....oh gosh E!!and oh wait i thought the C was for physics but its chem??no no can't be,see again!! Oww its really C for chem!!?what the hell??how can i get C for chem?i worked so hard for it and all my two years i never scored below B in chem!!why ?why are u doing this to me, God??....den cry and cry and cry....so every1 started to come and comfort me....and i really dun wana cry anymore..i hear God telling me seow wei,don't cry, i'm right here beside u.....den i just really wana stop crying cos i'm God's child,and my life is to honour Him..and right here i'm crying over my results..i should instead have an admirable spirit so as to glorify Him!!

so i try as much as i can to stop crying...i know my emotions has not yet controlled me,but neither am i able to control my emotions well enough yet....mayb thats somewhere i need to grow?so i start thinking of ways to cheer myself up...den i tot of happy meal....lol xD so i ask eunice to go eat happy meal with me!!haha den as i eat i really thought as if i'm a child and got like excited about the toy and took every bite of my food with the xing fu feeling!!haha so thats how i got back to my cheery old self!!^^

some pictures....

untouched happy meal...HLmilk cupcorn nuggets toy!!

starting out with the cupcorn and milk....CUTE straw!!!

TOY!!.....but this toy is so ugly!look like monster!! not cute at all...=/

finished cupcorn...CUte cup :))

plus two happy babes!!yays!

..err.. eye abit swollen but still pretty!!lols

eunice..really thks for the HAPPYmeal treat!!u are the BESTEST!! :))

The day has come....

oh no..its friday alr!!feels like today determines the rest of my life!!
ahh well but then shouldnt worry so much about it ...cos all the time God is in control and He has the best plans..He knows us better than ourselves sowe should just trust in Him..worries make me distracted from Him..so hang in there girl!!
No matter how bad the situation may seem, just rmb it is God, the great and mighty God who put u thru this....

Psalm 18:30-39 'As for God, His way is perfect; the word of the Lord is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in Him. For who is God besides the Lord? And who is the Rock except our God? It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; u stoop down to make me great. U broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn.'

...and He will only allow such situations to toughen and strenthen us;never to destroy us.

Anybody knows how to reject job offer??

wAHHHH...scary man!
u noe ytd the interview i went!!??they called up to ask me to start work tmr!!!ahh..den i dunno how to reject!!...so i told the person i gg thailand in april..den the person ask how many days?soi answered 5 and she straight away say okay just take unpaid leave..Gosh!so i say i consider about it first ..den she say get back to her in 1hr time.haha den i started to try calling every1 to ask how to reject a job nicely after gg for interview!!....but nobody answered their phone,mayb God trying to tell me to LEARN BY MYSELF!!...but thats so scary...anyway i called backed le and just told the person le..here's how the convo went:
....hello? err..this is seow wei.......
yea?
ermmm....i..decided ..not to take the job..........
not take the job??
.....
oh, thats okay, thks..
thank you,byebye..
*quickly press end call!!*
wah..so embarrassing!! aiya really dunno how to reject la..i really thought i wun get the job lo..cos i think it wasn't my best cos i dun even know wad job it was before asking her during the interview?!!and she told me she had alr seen 2 other candidates and i'm the last one...lol guess must be somebody too lovable..haha
ehh..feel a bit bad lei cos i ownself wana go interview de den like bother them aiya..den just now still never apologise...aiyo actually before i call got plan one,i'll say thank u fo rthe job offer but i think i can find better paying job den sorry for inconvenience....but cos i call very long den pick up i wanted to hang up le den the person hello...haiz..
but actually ytd got think wad to do if she call up to offer the job de..den my intention was to ignore all the call from M2B!!haha den just now just nice i uploading photo into com den have to off phone..den she call my hse number la..aiyo den i realise she tried calling my handphone too alr...haha i think i'm really HOT in demand!!?
but at least got learn stuff from this interview otherwise experience also..ohh i rmb ytd swhen she shook my hand the second time, she told me next time i shake people's hand must make it a firm one..haha actually i dunno how eh?haha anyone be my guinea pig?haha

BUT yays!monday go training at subway!!haha playing with food!yays!
ME loves food haha so later plan de game oso food !!haha

these are pictures i initially took to play photo hunt but due to unforeseen circumstances we can't play anymore.haha so show here and see whether peeps out there recognise these places.all taken very near to amk ministry hse!haha

hey!today is welcome cg for the new transfers!!yea,i have been working hard to prepare for this so i really hope that every1 will enjoy=))haha but my clues for the food hunt were pretty difficult!haha mayb i'll show here in next post,now cannnot let the players find out !lol

here's something i made for the new transfers..

nice!!:))

haha. chatted with evon on msn just now.. so long neva see her le..haha den i ask her whether got miss me!!haha den she refused to answer and change topic!!haha must b miss me alot but paiseh to say!!lol.uh den we ended up talking about the most saddening topic:(( =>> A levels results this friday!!0: Ahh!so anxious!! hmm. that might possibly mean end of carefree lalaland life !!*crys*wahhh!!uh but that also means i shld treasure these last few days!!
haha but wells i guess life still had to carry on no matter wad.
anyway,went interview at subway ytd.and got a job there i suppose cos the person say come for training next monday. hmm pay starts at $4/hr but he says if good performance can go up to $7or8per hour..so given my skills..haha but training is 4 days and got 2 days is until 11pm de.but nvm la cos its just downstairs my hse at bukit panjang plaza!!haha.so coool workplace is sooo near!!heehee =))
den just now alos went to interview at M2B World Asia Pacific. haha they called me up for interview ytd den i dun even know wad job it is .anyway dun wana the job anymore lei.cos i thought it was part time and its too far, at bugis. and pay not good flat $6/hr its customer svc and admin job lo. market rate is usually ar least $7/hr.i rather go great eastern if lidat working hr totally the same den they pay 1.4k per month which is $7.50-8/hr la..
haha so i'll take the subway job for now lorz..see after transfer no need do pioneering mayb can find 9am-6pm admin job..
that shld be the best way for me to serve God and clear my debts at the same time ba.

heehee..anyways ytd got enlightened by God..cos pass 2days quite bothered that ii always had to travel so far to be able to serve God .and that means wasting alot of time and money on transport.den in a way it hinders my growth ma.cos everytime consciously and unconsciously i'll think why its so much harder for me to come down for caregroup;why is it so much harder for me to go down to do pioneering..worse thing is last week when going down for cg after pioneering,hsiao en saw that my ez-link card has more than 10dollars and she asked me why i add so much money to my card? den actually for me that is very litttle lorx cos i need just 3days to finish $20 in my card. so i told her i finish 20dollars in 3days..den she replyed why not top-up 10dollars by 10 dollars? i always do that... oohh that was so saddening lorx..if i use 20dollars every 3days,wouldnt that mean that i have to top-up everyday or every 2days if $10by$10??
haix thats how much they cannot emphatise with me....
anyways gotten over me co swad God enlightened me was the point that i always travel to school,and that wastes my time and money but since i think its worth it to do so for my studies ,why isn't it the same or even better for God ??after all God is my centre of life while studies is only part of my life?
i am responsible as a student to go to school but i am also responsible to know the word of God and serve Him since i'm a follower of Christ!!
yup,to some or even myself in the past, this may just be a simple point which make no impact but because i heard this from God, i could really relate it to my situation and it helped! =))
i really think this is something that God really want to use to show me that He has great plans for me which will prosper all of my life but will only be visible when its the correct time.yea God is great!!

ooh. even though i'm so anxious ,here's something worth celebrating!!yays!
got water baptised ytd,2march2008!!so now i'm a newborn!! :)) in other words,a baby!!woohoox!haha
yays!and haha my baptism name is Gabriella!Nice?its super nice and cool!haha
wish all have a nice day!!(:
oo. den kor go and sing Ga-briella..ella ella eh eh!!haha den he say wana call me ella in short..but i say i dun wana b ella cos if i wana be SHE i wana b hebe!!haha
ey..den after i baptised jontay also sing that song to me!!lols :D
okkay ,still Gabriella is nice nice NICE :))

ahh.!!A level results coming out this friday,7march!!SCARY! got rumour say its delayed cos we did badly!!oh no, i still wana go uni de!!
pls God lead me and reveal ur best plan for me!!

o.o today suddenly miss Y.E.S. alot!! =((

rmb during the school days, we meet everyday !den now, i can't even rmb the last time i meet them!! Actualli many times wana meet le, but timing always clash. sometimes i cannot sometimes Y or E cannot!!
so sad!i miss them.miss them.MISS THEM!!
lol. Yanshan Eunice must meet up with Seow wei ok? coss she really missssssssssssssses u!! :))

Yanshan
Eunice ...&
Seow Wei(ME)